misshjc 6th December 2018

I'm not sure what today is or of it had any significance to you.. but wow are you around me today?! I think of you often but I'm not sure if I've ever dreamt of you before. It was the most simple of dreams nothing amazing but I haven't been able to stop crying since and I have no idea why. I'm not going to pick it apart and analyse it and as awful as it felt waking up in this mood.. I'm hoping it's because you're around me and that I could feel you while I slept. I miss you and if you were trying to remind me.... I never forgot ... love you x