Life is moving on, you seem to be further and further away now it’s as if you have emigrated. Strange I know but it’s been 11 years now. You missed so much of Nicole growing up, it’s been difficult at times especially as she is so much like you in many ways. I know she misses you. Our thoughts often stray to when you were younger and the things you did with your friends. Can still hear your voice and your laugh. Feel you are with me at times especially when things are difficult.